Sweet friends, it has been a while and I cannot even describe how excited I am to be back. I mean, I could try. I feel like I confetti cannon that’s about to burst and cover you with colorful pieces of excitement. THAT’S HOW EXCITED I AM TO BE BACK.
It has been a rough couple of months. In March I traveled from Belgium to Macedonia where I spent about two (difficult) months. I felt suffocated, uninspired, and my eczema was severely acting up. I also started gaining, gaining, and gaining weight. I felt miserable and I couldn’t wait to get back to Brussels. Now that I’m back and things are finally falling back into place, I’m starting to finally feel like myself again. As some of you know, my fiancé Dylan and I began our US visa process in January, and while we’re almost at the interview phase, we have a few more documents to gather before I can call and schedule my appointment. Earlier in March, before my trip to Macedonia, Dylan came to visit me in Brussels which was absolutely incredible. We hadn’t seen each other in a year and a half, and having him here was blissful.
While I’m still as body positive as ever, this past month has been very transitionary for me when it comes to food. I went from strict ketosis (low carb high fat) , to basically eating a plant-based diet (high carb low fat). Ketosis did wonders for my weight loss, but my body is rebelling through eczema, so I decided to listen to it. I’ve lately felt like I need a break from both meat and dairy, and that’s what I’m doing. I’m eating a lot of fruit, a lot of veggies, and tons of grains, rice, potatoes, and legumes. Even though I’ve gained, I’m not chasing weight loss at the moment. I’m chasing a settling feeling that’ll allow my body to truly exhale and stop fighting itself. I’m not claiming to be Vegan, but for the time being, I am definitely following a plant-based diet.
My creativity is finally back and stronger than ever. These past few weeks I have been drawing, paining, journaling, as well as playing my ukulele. The world feels more colorful, and these feelings inspired me to color my hair pastel pink. I love how it turned out, it’s just a shame that it’s a wash-out dye that’ll be gone in a week.
That’s my update for now. I’m sitting here as patiently as I can and enjoying gorgeous Brussels, before it’s time for me to pack my bags and move to Wisconsin to be a blushing (and ecstatic) bride!